Ehsas

Ehsas ke saath

Afsos bhi hota hai...

Gar ehsas zinda hai to aansu bhi aate hai,

Aur hansi bhi...

Maine to jab bhi koshish ki rone ki khud pe,

Hansi hi aayi...

Aansu barish ban ke

Man ki sukhi mitti ko khushboo se sarabor kar jate hai,

Aur banjar ho chuki dharti par andekhe phul khil aate hai.

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Kagaz ke phoolo me mehek purani kitaab ki.... Zang lage guitar ke taar, aur dhun ek jaani pehchani... purani. Log kehte hai ki safar hai, par sab makaam dhundhte hai; Subah chale the, sham tak koi rah hume bhi dhundh legi...

Friday, June 24, 2011

Under the summer sun




The dusty road tracks jump with friction; fog of dust is all we have for clouds…
In a swanky red ac bus I roll down the street... Mercury rising like inflation…

Through semi tainted glass, I can see the side-lanes set afire.
Yellow Amaltas... scores in a row...
Spilled through the road side, lighting up the skyline...

In Lutyen’s Delhi...
The winter dew transforms in summer sweat.
Like beads of pearls adorning foreheads...
As if the weather has taken upon itself to coronate every one...
Rich or poor... It won’t discriminate... For the kings have paved the way for the common, From Queen's way to Janpath...

And the Mougals are all on roads...
Their names inked with precision on bright green boards...
Burning under the yellow sun...

Poor sun is no one's friend today...
Hiding from it's glare under a turquoise umbrella...
I look at the street urchins... Selling a thing or two...
Jorawar, Munni and Raju...
A sip of water is dear for them,
For the plastic bottles are not to be stored but sold...

And cooling their limbs in the shades and subways,
The labor that has been building this city of aspirations.
Centuries of toiling without a place
No roof for those who build the palaces...
I wonder how they manage to sleep in the heat wave...
Sniffing a mud stained handkerchief, a pair of lost eyes answer my question
With scorch as harsh as the summer sun.

It’s a busy circle in the heart of the city,
No weather can deter the shopping enthusiast
The summer collection hanging on display,
Busy feet treading the sandstone paths.

Somewhere rolling round a huge tin jar,
Mounted on a red cloth covered platform
A boy plays a with spoon on a row of glasses...
Desi lemonades, banta, jaljira...
Summer delights have no end here...
For every pocket, a promise of fulfilment.

I move with ease between the two worlds...
Of air conditioned chambers and scorching streets...
Through tainted glass and under the naked sun...
I metamorphose myself, every now and then....

The concrete roads create a mirage…
And I follow in search of the promised satiation…








Friday, June 3, 2011

Shikva

Shikvo ka daur hai aaj kal


zamane walo sambhalna...


gar narazgi se naraz ho...


bas bach ke nikalna.


Guft-gu shikayat me badal jaye na kahi


Hum se jab milna, chup chaap milna...

Friday, May 20, 2011

Shikayat

Chandni ki syahi me ek ungli duba k, maine raat k asman pe tera naam likha hai.
Teri khidki ke hisse me asman thoda kam hai, warna shayd tu bhi mera naam likhta rato me.

Din k ujale juda hai hum tum se, yun to bhi raat ki hi ek parchayee hai;
lekin sarhad hai ek aankho aur haatho me, waise daman tera mujh se koi juda to nahi.

Ishq hai ya ki kasaq ka asar bacha sa hai, aaj bhi kagaz pe naam jodti hu do...
Likh ke sau baar mitaya tujhko kagaz se, isliye asman pe aaj naam likha hai...

Maine shikve kiye zamane se, khuda se bhi... Phir bhi jane kyo shikayat meri kam hoti nahi,
Manga jab haath phiala k khuda se tha tujhko, ek lakir se bati hui zamin de di...

Teri khushiyo me na main gum me nahi hu shamil, phir bhi hisse me thoda dard ye tera bhi hai,
Ek akhir ki dor hai ye bhi dono me, dard k aage bas taqdeer k haraf hai hum...

Tuesday, May 17, 2011

A rainbow lost

In a dew drenched morning, we stood at a crossroad,

Neither I nor you knew what stood beyond the veil that covered our eyes...

It was through the winter fog... I thought, I saw a path laden with roses;

Fragrance of jasmine strong in my nostrils.

A Mild chill touched and my cheeks blushed...

A drop of January rain settled on my eyelash.

I looked at the sky and the fog gave way to the sun....

A single ray of light fell on the drop

And the drop broke into a rainbow...

Seven colours of the universe scattered on my face...

Delighted I looked for you, just to find myself standing alone

Your distant shadow visible walking away...

I stood there long, I was sure you will come back...

The sun rose higher up the sky, the veils of fog and dreams removed,

I was alone at that crossroad...

I wondered why I did not follow you; why didn't I ask you to stop...


Ages passed, I did not follow you; but why didn't I take another path?

Friday, May 6, 2011

Uljhan

Koi bechaini si dil me hai ek zunoon hai kahin,
chain ummeed me nahi hai aarzoo bhi nahi.



Saans aati nahi aur na hi karaar aata hai,
aur is besabab bechaini se gila bhi nahi.



Na tapish hai na to thandak magar ek had ye bhi,
jane kyo raat apni, din begana nazar aata hai


Kisi aalim ne kaha man ki khata hai ye bhi,
phir bhi samjhaye se ye man na smajah pata hai.



Ek lakir khdiye se khichi aur mit bhi gayi,
man magar phir bhi sarhado me bandha jata hai.



Yun to bandhan main saare chod aayi sadiyo se,
jane kyo khulne ka nafas na ab bhi aata hai.



Mujhko kyo tane dete ho ki ruki kyo ho...
Mere pairo me bandha ab bhi ek wada hai.



Aur ud k bhi mere pankh gar khule hai nahi,
seem o zar ka ye bojh in pe kuch jyada hai...

Monday, April 25, 2011

Lamha

Benakab ho tamanna phir se, beparda ishq ankhe na churaye

Tere ghar se mere ghar tak, ek rasta to aaye...



Aankho pe neend ka bojh, aur khayalo ki besabri chain na lene de,

Khwabo ko takiye ke neeche rakh ke soye, khwabo ka dum na ghut jaye.



Ek lamha ho kahi, jisme kuch bhi na ho,

shayad us lamhe me khoye khud ka pata mil jaye.

Dilo me aag na ho, hawa ki tapish se aitaraz nahi,

Chand ko taak ke raat kaate, wo mausam phir se aaye



Main haath badhau to tera haath mile thamne ko,

Parchayeeyo ke peeche bhagne walo ki kismat ik baar palat jaye



Bhigi lakdi me dhua na ho, aur sanso me jalan na ho,

Sham ke aasman me tare ho, uljhan na ho,

kano me teri awaaz ho, khamosh hi sahi,

apne gum pe hansi aaye, khusi par afsos na ho…



Kaha janant ki tamanna thi, par zami to na cheene koi

Thirakne ko taraste kadam kahi chalna na bhool jaye...

Sunday, March 20, 2011

Jaale...


Photo Courtesy: Sandip Bhattacharya


mahin resham se dhage,

makde ke jale ko dekho, resham se alag nahi...

phir kaise ye mahin soot bandh lete kisi ki udan ko...

aur bandhan bhi aisa ki jitna nikalne ki koshish karo, utna uljhata jaye...

kya ye makdiya tez hai bahut, ya maine samay par jale saaf nahi kiye?

...har taraf jaal hai, resham se dikhte hai,

dhoop me chamakte hai,

par uljhan hai...



Thursday, January 13, 2011

Kagaz ke phool

Kagaz ke phoolo me mehek purani kitaab ki....

Zang lage guitar ke taar, aur dhun ek jaani pehchani... purani.



Thake hue pairo ko nayi rah ki si aas,

Aur gumshuda yaado me se ik naam ki talash.

Phir aankh me aakar kisi sapne ka atakna

Aur dil ka lalachna kisi anjan shay ki or...



Lakdi ke dhue pe saji bundo ki mekek bhigi si,

Bhigi sadak ke gaddho me pani si theri zindgi;

Guzre palo ko thamo to behti hui si zindgi...

Sab khone ka dar hai aur kal ke panno me band ik khushi.



Jane kyo aaj ye hawa guzri gali se aayi hai...

Jane ye kaise saath guzre pal ki khushboo layi hai

Phir se thake pairo me thirkan wahi purani,

Aur purane kitab ke panno me likhi ek aur kahani...



Log kehte hai ki safar hai, par sab makaam dhundhte hai;

Subah chale the, sham tak koi rah hume bhi dhundh legi...


Sunday, December 5, 2010

Gamble


I look through shapes of hearts and diamonds...

For a dream an aim misplaced by the wind.

Emotions cloud my eyes and vision...

blurred are the images with dust and mist.


Layers of sediment...


What is the depth of human desire?

Emotions? Flood of tears drown your being,

And thoughts lose clarity.


Hearts that are cups filled with water,

Plain and immature; yet pure,

Too filled to add a pinch of reason

Overflowing with a touch of love.


Youth without experience,

Full of life...

Untouched cups filled by the hands of longing

belong nowhere

yet search for a place.

Alas, lost are the souls that feed on love.


Hands empty, eyes filled...

Filling the cup life placed in their hands.


Drink life, sip the brew,

Blend of emotions...


Or take my cup, and give me the one you have.

Replace this water with wine that could be aged

Matured to treasure,

And to be proud of a whole cellar...


Spades, Hearts, Diamond, Clubs...

No more gambling, no trials of error.


Clarity and reason, reason to love...


In the hands of life I leave my cup

To be filled with wine of knowledge.

I will grow old, and know the right time,

To serve it with a toast...

In the honour on my existence...


(A poem written a couple of years back...)

Friday, July 9, 2010

Dry Flowers


The trees and the plants of my child hood, and fond memory of my friends,

Non existant pieces of past... today rest under the concrete... hardened.


I look through shapes of spades and diamonds, for a dream misplaced by the wind...

Lost in the gamble of life my heart, gone is the esence but the flower remains...


Dried flowres... life less, but pretty, are now trying to fake a grin,

This is where my garden lived, this is where my hope ends.


Just one more shade of the same gulmohar, one more shower of that rain...

I will start afresh for a new horizon, a new journey once again...


Friday, July 2, 2010



Khushboo se sarabor hai mere ghar ka ek kona,
Jane ye kiski yaad hai jo mogre me jaa mili...

Thursday, July 1, 2010

Diware




Tuti khidki ke jale gatto se dhak kar ke,
Aaj maine apne ghar me aane wali hawa bhi rok di hai
Is chaardiwari me us duniya ka khayaal bhi na aaye
Isliye diware chhat se jada zaruri hai…

Is diwar ke us taraf ke log alag hai
Unki galti hai ki mere ghar ki chhat tuti hai
Int patthar ke saude kiye maine diwaro ke liye
Kyoki diware chhat se jada zaruri hai

Ab is hawa me mera hissa do,
Kyoki jo hawa unke galiyare se aati hai,
Usme main saans nahi le sakta.
Mere ghar pe patthar phenka tha usne…
Isliye diware chhat se jada zaruri hai.

Kaun kehta hai muhafiz hai wo mere bolo,
Mujhpe ahsaan kar ke aaj gunah dhone aaye?
Unko keh do ki yaha mafi nahi, sirf nafrat milegi…
Meri ranjish mujhe teri hansi se pyaari hai.

Ye ranjish kahi unki bato se na dhul jaye
Isliye diware chhat se jada zaruri hai.


(dedicate to all of us who are so fond of dividing that we forget, God never created divisions, just differences, which can be reduced, or magnified... depending on one's wish)

Thursday, June 24, 2010


Yesterday you called me shallow for not reflecting your image,

And I remember the day when you called me empty

Because I showed you your real face…

Ruki ruki si zindagi, ruke ruke se hum....

ruka ruka sa waqt hai, ruke ruke kadam ...




Teri aankho me tera aks meri tasveer ban ke tha,



main jab bhi mili tumse, aaina ban ke mili